“Now in the fourth watch of the night Jesus went to them, walking on the sea. And when the disciples saw Him walking on the sea, they were troubled, saying, “It is a ghost!” And they cried out for fear.
But immediately Jesus spoke to them, saying, “Be of good cheer! It is I; do not be afraid.”
And Peter answered Him and said, “Lord, if it is You, command me to come to You on the water.”
So He said, “Come.” And when Peter had come down out of the boat, he walked on the water to go to Jesus. But when he saw that the wind was boisterous, he was afraid; and beginning to sink he cried out, saying, “Lord, save me!”
And immediately Jesus stretched out His hand and caught him, and said to him, “O you of little faith, why did you doubt?” And when they got into the boat, the wind ceased.
Then those who were in the boat came and worshiped Him, saying, “Truly You are the Son of God.”
- Matthew 14:25-33 (New King James Version)
It takes some guts for someone to get out of boat in the midst of a heavy storm and walk on water based on the suggestion of a single man. Peter showed bold faith by stepping out to the water and beginning the walk towards Jesus…
It should be noted that Peter only began to sink when he had lost sight of Jesus. He began to focus on the waves press about him, and as a result, his faith wavered, and he began to sink.
This story came to mind earlier today as I finally broke down and began to reach out for something to hold on to I continued to sink further and further into frustration and exhaustion…frustration from continuously having to fight the same problems in my life over and over and over again, and exhaustion from the simple cause of finding it hard to continue on fighting…
As I sat there and thought about it, I realized something. I realized that I was losing sight of what needed to be my one focus. Like Peter, I began to focus on the waves crashing around me, and as a result, I began to sink. Rapidly in fact. In response to this realization, I did the only thing I knew was right. I reached out. I prayed the same words that Peter once cried out when he was sinking. “Lord save me! (verse 30)”
Having reached that critical point where I realized that I was focusing on all the wrong things, I refocused my thoughts and concerns to one thing and one thing alone: worshiping/praising my Savior. Bringing myself to a point where there were no distractions and it was only me and God.
It was certainly a touching time for me…and there was some things that God brought to my attention that I definitely need to work on…but from that moment on, my day began to take a much more positive turn. With my mind settled at least for the time being, I could think and act with a clear head. It had a dramatic impact on my day.
I also think of Joshua 1:9:
“Have I not commanded you? Be strong and of good courage; do not be afraid, nor be dismayed, for the LORD your God is with you wherever you go.”
I realized that I just need to keep walking, keeping my thoughts and attention focused to only thing: Him.
The Bible asks for us to “seek first the kingdom of righteousness"…
Seek the solution…father than focusing on the circumstances. Focus on the destination, rather than the obstacles than can deter you from getting there…